As I sit here on a park bench overlooking a gorgeous, yet sadly fleeting, sunset I think to myself, “it doesn’t matter what I do with my life.” Â Now to rewind and explain. Â Today was stressful, I found out that without a ton an insane amount of work I will not be able to graduate when I had planned. Â That is pretty self explanitory. Â However, as the day went on and my anxiety grew I almost fell into a state of calmness. Â This calmness was permanently set while sitting and staring the gorgeous orange and purple sky laid before me. Â Any decision made in college, with regards to academia, is wise. Â I want to be a law enforcement officer. Â I am persuing a fine art degree. Â So what. Â So long as I have a family to love, and care about my life and the lives of others, it doesn’t matter what I do. Â What matters less than what I do, is how I do what I do. Â So long as it works out in the end, it is alright. Â Sometimes it takes a cool breeze and a blaze orange sky to make one realize what really counts.
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I Need to Post More
As the title says I need to post more often, a lot more often. Â Not that I have any readers or anything, more for the commitment factor. Â The issue is that I am actually trying to do well in class, which requires, well, commitment. Â Whining aside, there are more reviews, thoughts, and general opinions coming.
Freedom
Finally, a break.  I speak for all college college students when I say that this past week has been really hard to pay attention, yet that attention is even more required.  I believe it is the professors’ way of trying to maintain control, can you blame them?  I have been hard at work on the giant mousetrap, and I gotta say, it is a really really fun project.  I am also excited about the “Arc Bark,” it is a people-dog day set up to help the mentally disadvantaged.  I am going to be helping to photograph the event.  That is all for now.  Â